Over and Out... for now.

I had a friend message me on Facebook with a few concerns about my last post.
(I've removed it, so if you didn't read it- you missed your chance.)

And while I don't agree with everything she said, there was enough truth to her words that I've removed my previous post.

I did not deliberately intend to be verbally uncaring toward my host kids, but I did post in and frustration and exhaustion and complete stress.  Tension headaches have become my daily companion. I was venting-- and for that I apologize.

Many of you thought the post was actually funny- and sent several emails saying so.
But my friend was correct in reminding me that if D&D's orphanage director/social worker/care giver somehow got a hold of that post, some of the comments- though made tongue in cheek-- would not have translated well.
Also, if someone who DIDN'T know me read it, they might not understand it either.

So, to err on the side of caution, I have removed the post.

I am not to the point yet where I can be joyful in this situation.
I know I should be, but I an not; and I am continually asking the Lord to change my focus and give me a new perspective.

At this moment, it is obvious I can not be AT ALL objective when it comes to this hosting, so for now, I am signing off.

Only after this house has de-stressed and put back to rights, and I get several full nights of sleep and I've given some extensive, tension free quality time to my husband and my children, will I be back. Maybe.

Thank you for reading, and praying along with me... especially to those who have been here since the beginning.